Tuesday, May 1, 2012

时间与人生

最近看了一部偶像剧...
挺有意思的...
时间的确是在追人...
所以我暂时判断了!在我的人生路不须有遗憾!
我希望在未嫁以前,可以有一段很好的恋情...
希望有纯朋友...
若是没有纯朋友,那么我的另一半一定要当我的 “最好朋友”
为何口出此言,那是因为我的朋友我的哥儿都是异性的
在现实世界或在戏剧里异性朋友是不会有纯朋友...

这次的公司旅行,我没参加...
为什么不去呢?
好多理由啊~
理由之一
我病倒了,
出去玩没休息不太好吧...

理由之二
原本打算去香港 (如果有时间的话)
但这%是很低吧
理由之三
对我而言同事永远都是同事
总有一扇隔着的墙...
也许是我不懂得如何与他们沟通吧
理由之四
我真的不习惯与不熟悉的人同房...
也许我太孩子气了吧...
没办法...因为那就是我...

其实,我没参加会有坏处吗?
我只担心别人的想法
担心他们会觉得我不参入他们
担心他们会觉得我本地旅游不去
担心他们会觉得我与他们一起觉得无聊
好多好多的遐想...
倒不如休息多点好过最后病倒又瘫痪在床上...

我啊我,
那天与我其中一个聊得来的朋友吃午餐
他说如果不懂得我的人会觉得我好高调或难搞....
但如果认识了我以后原来我并不高调并不难搞...
但是在这现实的世界里有谁会那么休闲去了解我啊?
还是做会自己吧...无为刻意去改变自己...

有一首歌蛮好听...
喜欢其中一小段的歌词...
挺有意思的



我想我應該應該不會愛你 
為了要努力 努力的不愛你 
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你
這樣你就不忍心和我分離 
我想我討厭 討厭驕傲的你 
也討厭美好 美好的那個你 
於是我要自己假裝討厭你 
那麼你就捨不得離我而去 

好啦...时间果然在追人!
我就到此为止...
晚安!掰!
 




Monday, January 16, 2012

Unfriend you

Boy n girl => fren => close fren => when boy + gf or girl + bf => unfriend you...


I really thought you were the one
It was over before it begun
It's so hard for me to walk away
But I know I can't stay

So it's over, yeah, we're through
So Imma unfriend you
You're the best I ever knew
So I will unfriend you

Cause I should have known right from the start
I'm deleting you right from my heart
Yeah, it's over
My last move is to unfriend you...

Saturday, January 7, 2012

2012!我来咯!

龙啊!我需要一条幸运龙!
今天放工后哪里都没去
只买了麦当劳就回家了
天啊...本来打算收拾房间的我
居然吃完麦当劳后就睡了!
一睡就2小时半...
大开眼已经6点半了
呵呵...懒惰了....不拾了
结果拖到晚上才收拾...
最后凌晨3点钟才完成
太棒了!
收拾房间的时候看到好多回忆...
例如:照片,卡片,等等
好怀念哦...
很想有个女同伴...
男的当有了另一半的时候...
被遗忘的就是自己...

Saturday, December 10, 2011

♥我23岁的时光♥

自从在松下离职后
我一直都没有一份工作是比较正常的
有的叫我扫地洗厕所
有的教员工都不愿意
我希望来着这个星期一的那份工
能够做得顺顺利利

我通常有时间就涂彩甲
这次设计了pokka dots

♥看看照照吧♥


♥我最爱自恋♥^_^


♥我最疼爱的小格格♥

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

♥我的爱好♥

哇噻!这个题目好像回到过去
回到小学的生活...
呵呵...
我喜欢在晚上睡不着的时候
看看影片...
前几天我就在YouTube看了一个短片
教人如何涂彩甲
看看我的功夫如何吧...

Thursday, December 1, 2011

Where's my confidence?

Y human's mind full of "Why" and "If"?
Or in fact there are no one mind's full of "Why" and "If"
and just only my mind full of that two words.
I always think that if pass two years my health is good and
not always MC, MC and MC!
Will I still stay at thr and work?
Yesterday, tried to drive out during night.
I was very tension and scare...until i can't do it.
I really very mind about that...
Maybe for others ppl they will feel juz a small matter
Y need so mind about it?
Juz becoz of tat's a small matter, tat's y I very mind.
Until my mind pop many many and diff diff of "Why" and "If"
till i slept in midnight 1oc and I need to wake up early 6oc in the morning
to prepare myself for follow mom go work and afternoon's 2nd interview.
2nd interview really make me feel no more self confidence, what they offered me really low.
I adi din sleep well somemore get impact like this really no more spirit.
Feel wanna cry but I din't but blame myself in heart => EMO
Actually no use to EMO like tat, juz look for other job.
I know...juz look for other job.
But everytime interview i really feel stress, coz i dunno the location and parent too care about me
At last they bring me to the interview.
Sounds very nice rite? This age still got parent bring..
I feel happy but if can i prefer i going to interview by myself...
Cause i dun wan to troublesome dad and mom....

Sunday, November 27, 2011

♥人生♥

小时候的思想真的好单纯
也许现在的我还是笨笨的
因为本小姐还没找到自己想要的人生目的
其实我真的不会也不懂自己要的是什么
也许我知道,我只要求简单
找到一份好工,一个好老公
那就很好啦!
但是对我而言偏偏这就是最难的
要不然我现在就不会失业啦
怎么办?
我真的不懂....
其实好羡慕表妹她们两姐妹
感情真好...
但现在我们都渐渐的长大了
距离好像远了
这是真的还是我的敏感?
搞不懂...
最近找工作总是带着一股恐惧感...
清楚明白这样是不行的...
啊...我真没用...